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Sun Jul 19, 2009, 10:13 PM
Things seem to be trying to line up again. They're trying to make me hopeful again...a job interview...possibly living with my boyfriend, if he would have it...

I wonder now, if I am supposed to let myself hope for these things? Lately I don't let myself. Not in a bad way of course..

More so just...I don't want to get caught up and hurt. No one is going to understand why I wrote this journal, but it is mostly for me anyway.

I miss you, my family, but I have finally let you go.

You stopped talking to me, and I stopped caring, finally.




I love you, Geoffrey, because you have been there for me, and I hope you will continue to be there for me through anything that might happen.

Maybe I'll start following actual dreams again o.o

  • Mood: Speechless
  • Listening to: Save Me by Jem
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing ._.
  • Eating: @_@
  • Drinking: skunkseed?

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I is furry. I has weaselpuffs. Weaselpuffs = Skunkpaws o:

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Maine
  • Interests: writing, reading, music of any sort, my hair (haha)
  • Favourite movie: most likely anything with cute, cuddly animals
  • Favourite band or musician: Nightwish
  • Favourite poet or writer: Emily Dikinson; Flannery O'Connor; Phillis Wheatley; Sylvia Plath
  • Favourite photographer: My weaselpuffs o.o
  • Skin of choice: fur
  • Favourite game: Oblivion
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Tools of the Trade: notebook and pen

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:iconmeidrex:
Thanks for the watch!!
:iconibjumblin:
welcome x3

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Can you hear them call?
:iconwerebeastman:
TAG! [link] plus gay otters are GAAAAAAY!! :D [link]

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:iconopenmindedeloquence:
Hey sexypants I'm posting lyrics again on DA! How are you doing? We can communicate this way if you wish since IM doesn't work on my computer now. I posted a new song if you want to check it out...its really short. Anyway hanging out with some friends and Martin so see ya. Tell me how its going in a message or something.

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I'm going to read "The Holy Bible", but it is so hard to start reading something, knowing how much it has fucked up common sense where it isn't even common anymore. My common sense can be messed up enough as it is. But you know what? I trust myself.
:iconibjumblin:
heyy jordan Im doing alright. working full time at walmart (woohoo)...its actually not very bad, Im a cashier, but I love talking to the people and so my days actually pretty good.

I dont live with Geoffrey anymore, mainly cause some things were going on at his moms house, so he moved there to help them out. We're still good, we see each other almost every day :3

he actually gave me a present yesterday ^^ a white tiger plushie :3

but yeah...let me know how things are going with you huh? Ill check out the song after work tomorrow :3

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The melody of mermaids keeps me awake at night.

Can you hear them call?
:iconopenmindedeloquence:
(Sorry for the late response...didn't even see this.)

That's great that you get to at least see each other every day, and I'm glad you're surviving at Walmart. :D

I've grown to love plushies actually. I have 3 Yoshi plushies (high quality fur on them too) and Martin got me a Pooh Bear plushie (of course), while he was in Bulgaria. And I also recently got a Knuckles plushie. (from Sonic) It was a little random of me since I'm not some hardcore fan of the sonic series, but I've always liked Knuckles and Tails way more than any of the other characters.

Anyway enough of that silly blabber. Thank you for the comments and favs. :D

Keep in touch, mmkay? Keep it above the belt though, please ;)

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I'm going to read "The Holy Bible", but it is so hard to start reading something, knowing how much it has fucked up common sense where it isn't even common anymore. My common sense can be messed up enough as it is. But you know what? I trust myself.
:iconmistress-fluffeh:
Hey old friend.

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"...when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth." - Sherlock Holmes!
:iconibjumblin:
hello~ how are you

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The melody of mermaids keeps me awake at night.

Can you hear them call?
:iconmistress-fluffeh:
In and out, good to see you again though pal.

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"...when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth." - Sherlock Holmes!
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